HEAVENLY SWEETS

enjoying the taste of heaven...

sugary spice and everything's nice...

BARRICADE

For all the things inadequate
Well nobody will be gratified
Mixed of thoughts of greed, normality
Massacres of the unfortunate
The future is, yeah, totally in vague
Arousing hatred, resentful features
We tear a lot of pictures and the meaning of this life
in the grave here lays the crystals and here to decide.
We need the Barricade
Don't complicate your withered mind
Cause it's a total waste of time
Total waste of time
We leave the crown, pack our things and leave
So, whom do we seek?
Pull the trigger of a loaded gun
Forget everything within a day
Lost as it was told
Arousing hatred and resentful features of human nature
All the ladders and the stairs we used to climb
Have vanished in the nick of time, again
With all the dreams we're craving all this while
Still there'll be resurrection after all
It's a total waste of time
Total waste of time
It's time for us to put it all behind

WINTER

A glow of life shines from the leaf-stripped limbs,In sheltered nooks snowbirds are singing hymns.The sycamore shafts gleam and shine afar,Down by the river where the black oaks are.The goldenrod now droops his fuzzy head;There by my fence, leaves make a fluffy bed.They mulch my flower seed down in the loam;Beyond below the tall sedge grasses moan.Seared grass curls firmly over tender sprigs,And my rose bush there curves its brown thorned twigs.Beneath my window, tulip bulbs lay snug,Quite safe and warm in earthy winter rug.All nature resting for a springtime gain,And quiet gray tones soothe an inner pain.

ARTWORK UPDATE

i'm currently updating my album artwork for itunes...

it's been a while since i last updated this...

Mouthful

City of lights making a scene,
This power in lies, power in what you seem

Souls filled with regret,
This highway to nowhere, highway of drugs and sex

Say what you want,
They won't find out, they won't find out

Take what you need,
Just not right now, just not right now

If you're not like them,
Don't be part of this,
Don't be part of this,
Don't be what you see

Don't you turn your back on me,
Don't walk away

This isn't right,
This isn't real, don't walk away

Rain falls on your windowsill,
A passion for people, passion for truth revealed

Say what you want,
They won't find out, they won't find out

Take what you need,
Just not right now, just not right now

If you're not like them,
Don't be part of this,
Don't be part of this,
Don't be what you see

Don't you turn your back on me,
Don't walk away

This isn't right,
This isn't real, don't walk away

Something isn't right here, something isn't right now
Take your place amongst the ashes of your so called let down

But if your not like them,
Don't be part of this,
Don't be part of this,
Don't be what you see

Don't you turn your back on me,
Don't walk away

No, this isn't right,
This isn't real, don't walk away

Something isn't right here!

ang hirap pla 2 work abroad!

nakakapagod mag asikaso ng papers, lakad d2 lakad doon, tanong d2 tanong doon.. mauubos pa ang pera mo s kakacomute ng jeep lalo na pg naabutan ka ng gutom.. 60 per meal magagastos ko kokonte pa allowance ko.. grabeng sacrifices kc minsan nakakalimutan kong kumain.. sana nga pagmatapos ko na lahat ng training ko pati na rin mga papers ko.. im hoping that this will be my moment.. hehe.. im alwalys cross my fingers n also prayers.. wish me luck.. dahil magpapainom ako.. ^_^

SA BERDE O SA DILAW?

sino ba talaga? si gibo o si noynoy? dahil ba s magpinsan ba sila kaya nga ba ako nalilito kung sino ba dapat sa kanilang dalawa? di ko na talaga alam kung sino dapat...

bahala na ang tinta ko sa inyo...

mabuti pa siguro mag jack n poy nalang o kaya bentot bentot ko nalang...

WRITER'S WEAPON

A writer uses a pen instead of a scalpel or blow torch

PART II

i still need more practice on this...

MY FIRST LOMO EFFECT

LEONARDO ACTION FIGURE w/ FINGER BOARD

ANG BUHAY SINANGAG

gising ka na lang isang umaga, gutom. maraming kaning lamig kaya sisilipin mo yung ref kung ano ang pwede mong lutuin kasama nito. may kapirasong hamon, ilang pirasong longganiza, apat na pirasong hipon, malamig na manok at tatlong itlog. mga tira-tira ng mga nakaraang hapunan, yung iba’y mga retaso ng dating pinaglutuan. paghahaluin mo silang lahat pagkatapos mong igisa sa bawang ang kaning lamig. ilang minuto lang at mayroong ka nang masarap at masustansyang pagkain.

ang pagharap sa buhay ay parang pagluluto ng sinangag.

LOVE BOMB

Sitting Here in this white patterned room

Imagining I'm a meteor flying out through the distant space

How does tiny speckle earth destroy tommorow?

so capable of so many things

why make life taking planes

but I believe,that when you lose your root

just use the sunlight

it could be your guide

no more political dreams

not another excuse

don't need another love song we need the love bomb

to just blow us away

to freakin blow the lights out

to turn the night to day

hear it from miles away

just to make it right now

fuck what the government say

we gotta save some lights now

is that ok?

can't you see?

this is the Truman show baby

cause when they fight who dies is you

ohhhh what if you unscrew me

we've got the same gear and same tools

but how you gonna catch up with your head hanging down?

whatcha see staring at the ground?

but I believe, even without a clue

you've the sunlight

and it can be your guide

no more political dreams

not another excuse

don't need another love song we need the love bomb

I'm trying to imply the few,

by removing propaganda but,

The must of fused a dove w/ superglue,

Im tryin to take a machine apart yea,

What I'm simply trying to do

Is have the business take a pause,

I've been down every avenue,

But every body's good as gone.

she keeps me warm

The way that you flow like art
Making my breathing hard
You're touching me the right way
And made me feel home.

She's keeping me warm tonight
Her kiss sets cold hearts on fire
Making me whole again
She Made me feel hope.

Our lips like poems
Under twisted sheets and flesh Come to me in silence
Cuz you need not once to speak
I'll cine right in you
Through streets of quiet wonder
We lie together in lonesome city
Enveloped by shadows and safety
You made me feel home.

i really need this for now... we're are you magparamdam ka na!

I dream of a plain ice...

I feel the presence of ice

I hear a voice, an echoing voice

crushing, engulfing

resounding into the distance just like thunder

brushing against my hand,

like a delicate flower

far, near, i hear it resounding

now i decide to search

to find it and move onward

even if i die on this plain of ice

Not Negotiation

We,

In the first place,

shall never blend together.

in the second,

shall never hold the same form.

the third,

as he who has no eyes.

the forth,

with no direction.

and the fifth,

lies in the heart.

ANG TITO KONG ASUNGOT

dumating na pala ang pinakawalang 'yang asungot nato... mangungulit na naman to sa akin at magmamarunong na naman... "jay sira naman computer ko pakiayos naman" nyeta mo di ka nga marunong magbayad o kahit magpasalamat man lang... utuin mo sarili mo!!! sira ulo... masyado kapang demanding gago ka... bat ka pa kasi bumalik d2... ayusin mo muna buhay mo... pinabayaan mo na pamilya mo doon dami mo pang kaso... kung pwede nga lang wag ka nang bumalik d2 hambog ka!!!