Diary ng desperadang walang pag-asa

Dear diary,

gosh i'm so happy, nahuli kasi ako ng crush ko nakatingin sa kanya, tas sabi nya tang-ina ko daw. gwapo nya!. last time natulak nya ako, dumugo nose ko kasi sinadya ko xa banggain. kakakilig! atlist nagkadikit kami, dba? humingi nga sya sa akin ng picture ko eh. shit! haba ng hair ko! sabi kasi nya papasalvage nya na ako. sweet noh? tomorrow ulit ha? call ko muna sya. sana hindi na nya ibagsak ang phone ulit. pero ok lang, atlist narinig ko boses nya. shit! i love him na talaga!

nene "katorse"

Read My Face: Deciphering Microexpressions

When trying to figure out whether someone’s lying to me, I look for the classic signs, as dictated by pop culture—shifty, averted eyes, twitching, rapid blinking, and so forth. But most psychologists and body language experts will tell you that none of those indicate lying. In fact, pinpointing a lie based on physical cues only works about half of the time, making it a guessing game at best.

What is true is that more is revealed by our mannerisms than we realize. Paul Ekman, a psychology professor at the University of California, San Francisco, believes that we make unconscious flashes of expressions—called microexpressions—that demonstrate our true feelings. And because they involve muscles that can’t be activated at will, these expressions are uncontrollable. But recognizing these hidden emotions requires learning to read between the furrowed brows and stretched lips.

The Seven Universal Expressions
Microexpressions pop up extremely briefly, ranging from 1/5 to 1/25 of a second in length, so most people don’t pick up on them without training. Ekman came up with seven standard expressions and their key components to look for when trying to figure out how the person you’re speaking with really feels.

Raised lip corners and crinkled eyelids indicate that the person’s happy. Look for crow’s feet to indicate whether a smile is genuine or not. True smiling, like all expressions, involve muscles beyond our control, so a trained eye can tell the real from the fake simply by noting whether the muscles surrounding the eye socket are in use.

Fear is often characterized by parted lips, wide-open eyes, and raised eyebrows that bunch together. However, thinly-stretched lips on a closed mouth can also mean someone is nervous or scared about something.

Anger’s not too hard to recognize—furrowed eyebrows, a frowning mouth, chin jutting out, and narrowed eyes all suggest that the person’s mad.

Sad people also have downturned mouths, but also a wrinkled, wavering chin (think of what happens to it when you’re trying not to cry), and a wrinkled, creased forehead.

Did you detect a slight sneer or did the side of his or her mouth raise a little? That could mean he or she’s feeling contempt.

Surprise looks similar to fear, but the mouth and eyes are open a little wider and the eyebrows are raised without being bunched up.

Someone who’s disgusted wrinkles his or her nose and has narrowed eyes. Usually the mouth parts somewhat because of the nose wrinkling.

More to Watch Out For
Beyond microexpressions, there are a few telltale signs that someone’s not being genuine. For example, most real expressions last a few seconds—four or five, tops. If someone’s huge smile or scared look lasts longer than that, it’s suspect. Some also believe that eye movements during story-telling say something about truthfulness. Eyes moving upward and to the right when explaining something might mean the person’s searching through his or her brain bank for details, whereas looking up and to the left suggests a deceptive tale. (This would be reversed if he or she’s left-handed.)

According to Ekman, it’s better to look at the upper part of the face because it’s harder to control our impulsive facial expressions in that area, such as narrowed eyes or raised eyebrows. So if you’re watching someone’s face for signs revealing their inner thoughts, focus on that area first.

One Piece of the Puzzle
Even the most educated experts at lie detection can’t get it right every time and that’s because humans are complex creatures with a multitude of mannerisms that vary in meaning. We can learn to recognize facial expressions—and even to see the flashes of expressions that give away our inner thoughts—but that alone won’t tell us what’s behind the hidden emotions.

In other words, seeing a significant other’s half-second fearful look while they’re explaining why they were out so late is significant, but it doesn’t indicate that they’re lying. If anything, they might just be afraid you won’t believe the truth. Either way, you’ll know there’s an issue worth exploring. Reading faces may not be foolproof, but at least it gives us something to work with.

damn she's fucking scary and crazy dude... woorrrffff....

i never heard milla singing like this... hahaha... but anyway she had a great vocals... nice work...

Wake up your seatmate biography

Wake Up Your Seatmate is a fresh band from the Philippines. Composed of four members, this girls really can rock. They can belt out almost anything, so axe any notion that they’ll belt out anything from High School Musical. Their influences range from the likes of Alanis Morisette, The Eraserheads, Barbie Almalbis, Janis Joplin, The Beatles, The Smashing Pumpkins, Nirvana, Black Sabbath and Led Zeppelin.

Wake Up Your Seatmate is made up of four girls. Original line-up were Mia Tengco is the band’s vocalist and rhythm guitarist. Atchoo Ilagan proudly handles the drums. Celine Pineda led the guitars and Patty Peralta on the bass.

The group started out as four high school girls from Assumption High School in San Lorenzo Village, Makati. Bonded with the same passion for Music, the four conquered first their backyards and parties. They played their biggest gig in their school event- the annual Assumption High School Fair.

After they decided to pursue the band seriously, they realized that they can rely to no one but to themselves. The girls stormed Gweilos Bar in Makati and asked the owner for a single gig, promising a full house in return. That night was a success and marked the beginning of regular gigs of the band in several places such as Gweilos, Bistro 110, 6 underground, Capone’s Bar, Mag:Net Cafe, Cafe Saguijo and Club Dredd Eastwood.

Despite busy schedules, cramming for midterms, cruising around the campus or taking siestas on class, they are unbelievably intelligent. Being music enthusiasts, writing songs just came naturally. As a band, it’s mostly a collaborative effort. Celine writes, Mia on melodies and Atchoo is in charge for the music arrangements.

After 4 rough years since the making, Wake Up Your Seatmate released its debut album on October 2006. Raven7 Multimedia released their dream-come-true self-titled album and being distributed by EMI Philippines. The album spawned 12 tracks starting with the backmasked opening riffs of “Baryo”.

Wake Up Your Seatmate makes their own music distinct. Putting tracks together depends upon the band’s mood. If good, they can make two in an afternoon. If not, composing will be on the next practice session.

They songs ranged from sugary infectious pop such as Hanging Out With You and Charm Me to old rock as Flight and The Kawawa Song. They also have a dash of heartfelt love songs in Panaginip & Hide and Seek. Theirs are real emotions, no matter how shallow or deep, from kilig to funny experiences, with thoughs or no-brainer, it reflects what high girls should be, care-free yet responsible women.

"Charm Me" hit no. 1 spot in NU 107’s Stairway To Seven countdown and a citation as one of the 30 best local independent bands today by FHM.

The band already had undergone a change in line-up. From the original members, Mia, Atchoo and Patty, Iya Regalario is their newest bandmate who replaced Celine and took over her left responsibilities.

Wake Up Your Seatmate is jam-oriented enough to please indie sad-sacks, perky preppies, force-fed headbangers, slightly spaced out small children-whoever. They are one of the most buzzed-about bands in the nocturnal music circuit.

It is bit surprising that the band is still prone to “peeing” their pants on stage due to stage fright. But with the support from the devoted fan base, momentum is on their side.

GO TOL!

‘Toa…spatan mo

Kung meh pakilam ka pa sa nisip ng iba at masmatimbang pa ‘to sa sarili mong pagiisip, opinyon at pananaw –

- mahirap yata yon tol!

Kung gusto mo ginagawa mo –

- edi dat gawin mo lang!…

…basta wag ka lang hasel sa ket kanino pang iba.

Go lang tol!

Kung kala mo meh korerk spelling ang wika nating bukod sa “praktikalan” lang edi jusko’t angyaman mo’t meh paghuridipika ka sa pagkakagastos mo ng hiningang ngayo’y nangungnulang na sa buong mundo. — OXYGEN BA!?

— Pero cge kung meh extra kang oras para ilagay at banggitin (ang sa totoo lang — mga d namang kelangang letra bukod sa pagpapacool mo o pagpapaka asteeeg) na ‘H’,'A’, O o kung ano pa mang dko naisep o jusko wag ko din sana maisep kelan pa man na mga letrang pwede cgurong tawaging….

…silent?…?

…o pano ba?…?

…tahimik?….?

…BASTA!!!…

….kung ano man!!!

…Istilo ng paglalakdang kadalasan gamit ipangspelling sa pangalan o alyas (with a number) mo, sa pangalan o posibleng kakilig kilig na tawagan niyong magshota, shempre kung meh spesyal na tawagan edi meh special ding date a.k.a ‘anniv’ at syempre sa pangalan ng grupong tuwang tuwa kang kinabibilangan mo.

Kung ano mang naisip mong salitang pag gastusan ng lestrang sa totoo lang e d naman kelangan at parang “asssteeeg…” lang kse tignan, isulat at hindi bigkasin —- edi cge lang!

– Iilan nalang ang mumurahin bilihin ngayn sa bansa natin e. Lahat ng libre tulad ng letrang walang tunog….nunganama’t abusuhin?!

Goods na goods lang.

Sayo din ang mga letrang yon tol! Ang *lupit ngae!

*kung dmo gets….tulog ka sa kalye.

Sa ibang lahi o kahit pa kalahi’t nangibang bansa’t nakapgtagal, therefore nakalimot:

Kung panget man ang popular na pagkakakilala at pagkakatukoy–
– Ano ngayon?!…
…sa kalahi lang mahapdi madinig. ‘D para sakin, d para sayo, pero para sa tumlikod, kumalimot, pilit naghanap ng iba’t pilit inangkin. ‘D ikaw na nasabihan, nakarinig kawawa, kungdi ang ulol na ngayoy; wala nang lupang maaangkin.

Sa ibang lahing d din naman nila kasalanang ignorante sila:
Yaan mo sila’t di mo rin din naman mapapaintindi sa ket sino pang d lumaki sa kinagawian mo’t kinalalakihan mo ang masaksihan, madineg o maransan nilang ikinakapanget ng muka nila’t disposishon.

At kung ano mang ikinakakulot ng kanilang nguso’t kinakapagsasalubong ng kanilang mga kilay…kunot todo! - eh wapakk sila’t isa lang ibig sabihin nun— d sila dugopng ungas pilipino!

At ni di man lang masamang bagay to!!…

…Ang diperensha ng bawat isa, bawat lahi — kung ano man ang tingin mo , pangit o maganda e maganda pa rin dahil ito ang kanya kanya nating dipenishon… at kung ang pangit ay sayo nama’y maganda…? –
— edi bang tamang tanong eh…

….”ano nga ba talaga ang panget, maganda, tama o mali?”…

Bukod dun, sipin mo din muna –

“meron nga ba talagang penget, maganda, tama o mali?”

Parang d kaya lahat lang ng argumento e nangggaling sa apat na tanong na yan?
Lahat ng gera?
Lahat ng d pagkakasundo?
Lahat ng D pagkakaintindi?
Lahat ng Pangaapi?

Dba parang mas masmadali lang din naman magparaya? Mag ‘cge na nga’ o tumbasan nalang ng d inaasahang kabutihan?

Sa lahat ng pumetix, di nanghasel at higit sa lahat… sinubukan ipakita to…
…”to mga bayani, d man natin sila kilala…
…Nayare nila!

Ulol lang ang kakalimot sa mga nilalang na rason kung bakit ‘ikaw’ ay nandito at kupal na di titingin sa dinaanang putik na rason kung bat ka (at dmo din ma-iksplika) kampante’t’ mayabang’ ngayon –

- PILIPINAS….GAGO ANG LUPIT NATIN!

*wag makineg sa mga ulol na ke tanda na e bahay bahayan pa din ang laro at ang kapal ng mukang tinawag pang ‘gobyerno’ un — Di naman sa d uubra ang batas, kasulatan o kung nu mang paboritong ibalita’t kapag napapanuod e meh kanya kanyang paniniwala’t opinion sa nakita at lalong lang nagiging gaas sa usap usapang d matapos tapos dahil laging meh ‘tama at mali, panget at maganda’ –

—opinion at paniniwalang kadalasang tanging rason kung bat nagkaka alitan.

Iisa lang ang batas… batas na nanjan na’t ni di man lang kelangan pang madokumento’t ‘ma-isa batas’ pa bago plastikang kunyaring sinusundan — “Kung ayaw mo ma-ulol… edi wag ka ding ulol at sa mga walang pasensha edi magpaheram ang sobra sobra”.

Tamang palubag man ang dating kung sabihing ‘malupit tayo’…
… lahat naman e kayang makapagpalupit, san mang galing pamilya’t oportunidad na sumipot o pagkakataong inihain sayo.
Patas lahat.

Kung walang nangyare sayo… wag ka namang kupal at sisihin mga magulang mo’t san sila galing. Una’y pasasalamt lagi… na… bukod sa lahat… binuhay ka nila’t d ka pinakalkal at inilagay nalang sa garapon.

Sugod lang!

‘Dka BIJO game lang na pwede mag quit pag nahirapan na o pag naubusan na ng pang tustos. Wala tayong choice sa ket ano mang hasel na dinadaanan kungdi… ‘ays lang’ - D sa madali… pero kung kung matibay tibay ka e alam mong sqa “abante’t ays lang din naman babagsak” e…

Quit cge, buhay mo naman yan e, pero parang mas kaexcitge yung cge lang at bahala nae… walang edad ang surprise ket anong uugod ugod mo pa e nakakatuwa pa din to…. tandaaang palaging meh bukas at ket ano pa yan e nasa kamay mo lang lahat yan. D madali — Pero db?… sipin mo — “Ano bang sisiw gawing kung ano man ang sulit gawin at kung dka din naman nahirapan abutin ang ket anu pa man, kasing tamis din ba kaya ito at grabe mo kung ipahalagahan sa oras ngahg maabot mo ang pangarap mol’t kung ano mang grabe mo ipagdasal?”

“Ang kating napakahirap abutin… nang nakamot — taob lahat ng luho” - Advanced Unggoy 2300 AD

“Kung materyal lang ang iyong maiiwan… cge’t sagana pamilya mong naiwan… pero kung sa isipan dun ka namuhunan at nagtanim — panis!!… ket ano pang milyong salaping yan, d un matutumbasan!”

Apir mga TOL! SUNOG LANG, KAYA E….

Sukat ng charaketer –> LAWAY o KAMAO?

“Kung sa talino e nanalo…. mejo pang gulo ang dating mo kung naisip mong kesa magisep din eh kamao’t dahas nalang pambato.” - Oman V. Palacio second runner-up 1989 Jak en Poy Championships, Villa Bicol, Pasig.

Wag na wag maniniwala sa kung anu mang narineg at mas lalong wag na wag masisiraan ng loob sa kung ano mang narinieg na tipakal nga namang ‘bad news o ikawawalan dat ng pagasang balita’– Kaw at ikaw lang ang gagawa ng mundo mo sabihin man nilang ‘d pwede’… wag lang maging bayolente e mapaptunayan mong ‘ diskarteng dahas’ e pang ulol lang.

Ok lang mahirapan, pagdating ng “ays na”… malabo kang maging kupal. ‘To ang paniguradong paraan para walang ni isang lumilipadlipad, meh sariling mundo kung san “aping api” sha’t kawawa naman.

“Gawin mo mundo mo, wag na wag mong hingin, intayin o asahan na darating lang din. Abutin ang gustong abutin” - Pepeng Skrambol/Paqlamig (Tuesdays, Thursdays,Fridays, Sat and Sundays, Siimbahan/Plazang Bayan)

Typhoon Ondoy

grabeh ganito na kalala ang panahon ngaun... lampas tao na ang baha...

On your own...

Invent your own rules

Trust your own intuition
Perfect your own look
Create your own sound
Believe your own eyes
Mix up your own style
Name your own destiny
Express your own love
Fashion your own path
Originate your own character

scooter boys & girls

ganito karami ang motorcycle sa vietnam... lupigan ang pinas... hahaha...
kuyaw kaayo kay pag naay mild accident bali wala lang... pagkahuman quits boylo dayon hahaha.. ayos dba?

kwentong trip sa Ho Chi Minh City... Aug. 24, 2009

d2 ako ngaun sa tax nakaupo dahil pagod sa paglalakad, sakit kaayo akong likod grabeh... bago lang ko nakapalit ug shorts lisod kaayo magtawad dri dli jud cla patawad pero ayos lang hahaha... may nakausap rin akong pinoy dahil sa ipod... nagtatanong kung paano raw magstore ng songs sa ipod nano... pero ok lang basta may nakatagpo akong pinoy... hahaha...

kumain ako ng pananghalian... ang sagwa ng KFC nila walang timpla ang pangit ng lasa.... nag order pa ako ng fries kala ko pareho sa pinas na malaki un pala ang liit pareho lang sa jollibee... hay nako... pagkatapos kong kumain bumaba ako at nag wiwi... pagkatapos naglakad2 sa mall... sa paglalakad ko napaisip ako na bibili nga pala ako ng shorts tapos un nga may nakita ako... ikot ako ikot... tapos un may naispatan ako... ay levis cgurado mahal to... tapos ikot naman ako... pumasok ako... tiningnan ko lahat ng price ng mga shorts... 599,000VND wow ang mahal... so lumabas na ako ng mall tapos ayon may nakita ako isang tyangge... para xang ukay2 pero ang quality ng damit maganda...

so pumasok ako tapos hanap ako shorts... una nakita ko jacket maganda... pero ikot ako hanap shorts... ayon naispatan ko nga shorts ganda... tapos kinuha ko... sabi ko sa tindera... "em! how much?" sabi nya 100,000... ok na to... mura na to

tapos sabi ko do u have any available color? sabi nya "no" ok bili ako dalawa tapos tawad ha? sabi naman nya no... 170 all... what? kuripot naman ayaw patawad...

hahaha.... tapos ayon binili ko nga... tapos ikot naman ako... nakita ko dvd pirated... "debede debede" nilapitan ko... hanap ako harry potter... pangit d maganda... kita ko angels and demons... gud quality? sabi nya oo... ok gud kinuha ko tapos sabay bayad...

tapos ikot naman ako... nakita ko may ipod hanap ako ipod nano case... pero wala daw... tapos may biglang lumapit sa akin na mama... ayon pinoy... tapos usap kami tapos yon alis na ako sir salamat po... tapos punta ako park nila upo para magrelax...

shoe shine shoe shine? sabi ko no... pero makulit... sabi ko no.. umalis... dumating naman ung isa sabi nya shoe shine sir... lumapit at nangungulit na... grrr... kainis ka na ha... tapos sinubukan pa nyang kunin shoes ko sabi ko no i don't need shoe shine... pero makulit... tapos bigla akong umalis... sabi nya oh ur no friend... hey friend... oh ur no friend... tapos lumipat ako ng upuan lumayo ako sa kanya dahil nakakainis xa...

tapos kuha ako camera picture picture naman ako... pagkatapos tawid ako... punta na ko tax.. eto nakaupo ako sa may fountain kinuha ko laptop at eto nagttype na.... hay salamat nakakapagrelax din... to be continued mamaya... eto balik na ako sa pagttype... lakad ako lakad... pasok ako sa mga gadget store... tpos kita ko dslr... inggit ako kaya tinignan ko...

tapos tinanong ko tendero... sir how much this nikon d40? tanong xa... us dollor? sabi ko yup... tapos type nya calculator 480 USD... mura lang... mahal sa pinas 500USD... plano ko d2 na ko bli napaisip ako... tapos sabi ko magkano nikon d60? sabi nya 600 USD... so mahal... i think may kasama ng 3 lenses... tapos sabi ko thnx... sabay talikod tapos alis...

tapos akyat ako hanap ako upuan... upo ako sa tabi ng matandang babae na nagbabasa ng dyaryo na d ko maintindihan binabasa nya... vietnamese kasi eh... oo nga noh tanga ko... kanina nagCR ako bago ako umakyat... pagpasok ko CR... may isang lalaki tumingin sa akin galing xa sa anidoro cguro tumae... tapos tumingin sa akin tapos ngumiti tapos sabay tingin sa titi ko... bading ata tong lalaking to...

binilisan ko pag ihi tapos labas agad ako... hay bading nga... gusto pa naman akong lapitan... tapos sabay kami lumabas nauna lang xa nang ilang steps sa akin... tapos lumingo xa sa akin... tumingin sabay ngiti... tang-ina bading nga... hahaha... tapos iniwasan ko tumingin sa kanya... to be continued na naman... lakad na cguro ako pauwi... pagod na ako... hahaha... muntik na kasi ako naligaw kanina... pero ayos lang... lumabas ako ng tax… nakita ko souvenir tshirt may nagustuhan ako so bumili ako isa… 50,000VND… mura lang bili ko… makulimlim ang panahon ngaun… naghihintay ako ng bus pauwi sa phu my hung… 3:30pm pa kasi dating ng bus… so pag uwi ko nito matutulog talaga ako… so nagstop by muna ako sa Angelina coffee shop… coffee2 sandali… order ako café latte tapos mabuti nalang may promo sila ngaun… from 1-7pm pag bumili ka ng offer nila may free garlic bread, French fries, onion ring, beacon, sausage…